Today I finally had the chance to talk again to this friend that I know for 4 years, my oldest friendship so far... I was having a hard time with school so we stopped talking for some time, but when I finally had my chance to chat with him again (through msn)... it wasn't actually him, but his girlfriend that apparently doesn't like me. She told me to stop talking to him, that I was annoying and that was his wish, not hers.
I don't know how far is that true, but I'm so fucking afraid of losing him right now... Not only to lose him, I guess I'm already used to being left behind but... I don't want to lose him like this, like if I was trash th